New Day.

Funny how things can change, sometimes in moments. Someone has rightly said, after every dark night is a bright day. After every rain is a day of glorius sunshine. Few hours ago i was depressed, talking about death and going away. Leaving all these beautiful things behind. Right now as i sit and write this those thoughts dont even come within 10 mile radius of me. Right now i want to go out and take on the whole world. I am ready for a fight and whoop anybodys arse who stands in my way. What happened between then and now ? God knows and who cares.... i love this feeling and want it to stay forever. I am living this moment and living it on a high.
But i also know that after this high will be low again. Isnt that the way this is supposed to be ? A series of highs and lows, ups and downs, success and faliure..... and then a calm. As if the all the high and low tides have stood still. The stillness portrays a sense of calm but the reality is far from it. The stillness is just that, a stillness, no movement what so ever.. No ups, no downs, no highs , no lows and definitely no success or failures..
I know the day i lie still, everything else will cease to exist for me. There wont be any failure, any down point or any low. But do i want to be still ? No, i wanna live. Wanna succeed, wanna fail, wanna hit the highs and the lows. I want to see the sunshine of tomorrow and i will. Will wake up to experience a glorius new day and bigger dreams...